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30 janvier 【Page 1 :Saturday♥】Saturday is my big day! Sweet 16th~ Oh dear, I'm getting old. And since it's almost my birthday I want to be a little selfish and spoiled...I can't believe because of my grandma, I can't spend my birthday with my family!!! They're all too busy taking her to the doctors so I have to stay home with my sister and my aunt is coming over to look after us...It really sux!
Whatever, atleast I still have my friends. I'm planning to eat sushi on friday and watching The Eye on saturday...Maybe... Anyways, it'll be way better than staying where my mom keeps tell me, "Why don't you be more of a useful person?" Right...cuz listening to you all day trying to diagnose you own illness when it isn't even there is VERY usefull.
![]() 29 janvier 【Page 1 :An Autumn Stroll♥】The days just keep getting colder with every "x" on the calender. Not too cold. You can breathe out a translucent haze that just disapears with ever every step. Strange isn't it? How the clouds up above can stay so still no matter how fast you run, but the cloud there beyond your nose just vanishes. On and on, walking with my head blankly staring at the cement. It's hard to hear the sundried leaves painted with the color of the sun, but without the blasting earphones you can hear that they are like firecrackers on Chinese New Year's.
It's 2 below zero and you can see the children's face gently nipped cherry red amd the panting and romping of dogs messing the freshly piled leaves. Autumn. A season not too cold and not too hot. Not too wet and not too dry. There's also that distinctive smell. It's not like summer with the odour of gasoline and partying high schoolers, and not quite exacly like spring with the heavy smell of humidity. Definitely like winter that reaks of misery after it's been too cold. How can I put this? It smells of relaxation, a sense of being laid-back. It's the atmosphere, it forces you to let out that sigh, and that sigh seems to be lifted away with the migratory birds.
Maybe it's just me. I mean, autumn is a when we all start school. There would be tension, anxiety and stress. But I find myself sitting of the bus and looking acros the bridge. The trees that follow the river have changed like a catapillar and...
Ok, now I'm stuck...Haha. Jst alittle story I cam up with :P 22 janvier 【Page 2 :Confusion♥】Sucess! Tomboy-'ol-me, pulled off the outfit quite fine! No, teasing, no saying I was ugly...good, good. I thought I looked pretty decent, thought people did ask me alot of times if I came to school in a skirt. No, of course not DUH! I'm not THAT dumb. Someone said I was cute♥, which...was....weird. Me? Cute? Ya, right, only if I was joking around I'd say that. Pft. I'm too ugly. Funny thing was Vlad (transfer student in my english class) wanted to fix my tie, but I thought he was going to say something about my ourfit, so I was so shy.
My gradmother was hospitalized yesterday before I came home from school. At first, I was really depressed, but then I grew to be really annoyed with her. She's old, stubborn...and how do you say in HK style? Right, she wanted "face". Clearly she's been sick AND clearly she's been denying AND delaying her sickness. Of course, my mother people to airheaded didn't persue in nagging and complaining to her after I "hinted" (more like obviously gesturing to the hag) to her that she was feeling dissy/headache. Finally, the old lady couldn't hanle it and fainted, so the ambulance came and picked her up. Leaving me and my sister behind at home.
The whole point I'm angry, is because she bestowed this onto herself. I'm sorry if I'm being "rude", seriously. You feel sick, say something. I can't really explain it, but it just gets me mad, mainly because I was blamed for passing my so called "flu/cold" to her, when I never got sick this year. I was only sick because I didn't get enough sleep, NOT A COLD/FLU! Secondly, I heard her saying she wasn't taking her cholestrol medication. Hmm...That could explain the extra "disease" she has. Heart disease. She said it made her feel dizzy and what not, yet she eats, sleeps and watches tv ALL day long. You are old, arteries clogged, and last but not least: BAD EATING HABITS! She JUST doesn't get it! You are old, cut down on the fuckin' salt, cut down on the f u c k i n ' fatty foods!
Now she's sick in bed, again with the, "oh ya it's fine", "I'll figure it out somehow". FIGURE WHAT OUT? What, not take the medicine? Pretend to forget? Hag... 20 janvier 【Page 1 :Moi♥】Hey, long time no blog. Haha, well it's 10:00pm and since it's night, the temperature shoud be around 50℃ with the wind chill. This is Canada for ya! I just finished (well not really) my problem sets from Saxon Algebra 2!!! Weird...Canada is using American text. I needa hand it in tomorrow. And yes! Tomorrow I have a spare in the morning!!!
Next week is exam week, and thank you, Teish, for reminding me that it's less than 2 weeks until my sweet 16~ It's sad that your friend knows the remaining days to your birthday and you, yourself forgot all about your birthday. Well I'm so glad I only have like...3 exams. Art...I don't really count that as an exam. But I still need to finish that, too. It shouldn't be so hard. I "think" I can pull it off...
The pig disecction was wednesday...I cried like baby because the fetal pigs were totally being mutilated after the lab! It's sad y'know? Well I finished the report for it, so no worries there. I don't think I'm doing pretty well in English hehe...I should start doing some of those this week, too. They shouldn't be THAT hard as well. Math isn't going so well, so I might switch out...AP is so riduculous...I don't get what's so usefull about the speed of a boat and finding the area of a triangle excluding the circle inside of it...Though, I am going to take apprenticship! Money, credits and work experience!!! Total win~
Last day of school I'm planning to where a SKIRT!!! Dude...so not me. Maybe I'll post up the outfit tomorrow morning. It'll be a new change for sure. Almost forgot to mention, bought the 3rd book to MPD Psycho~ Yes, only 7 more to go, and 1 more book to finish off Godchild! I'm really happy, and I really need to find out the ending to both selections!
Oh, one more thing, my friend Teish is going out with a guy named Andrew. He has his own (weird) show on YouTube. It's pretty cool, you always have the chance to tell someone that your boyfriend is a host of an online show~! And speaking of boyfriend, I haven't really talked to Kristian alot lately...It's kinda depressing. I should start writing those childish letters (maybe...)! I'm still really shy around him...(it's so pathetic, actually) I'll find time to talk to him : P
10:20pm now! Tomorrow I have to wake up to make breakfast...I hope I don't undercook the food again~ It's going to be a hectic week before exams, gotta study as well!!! Maybe I should start a cram group before exams to study!!! Anyways, glad to be writing again, also, this I think this blog is at it's 3rd or 4th anniversery!!! Awesome,huh? |
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