Well I finally found the instrumental version of Never had a Dream Come True and I've practicing ever since. I guess I can't pretty loud because people are at my house...I think I have "glossophobia". Fear of speeches/public speaking or performances. Ya I might has that. I think I can sing the song, but I don't know about that if I sing infront of lots of people. 

I'm not even sure that my school is going to have an Idole thing this year. I hope not. But if there is, I'm entering. I just want to be brave and face my fears haha. I'm such a dork!  

The instrumental version I have has bg singers which sounds alittle funny. I think I will cry again after I sing. Haha...I'm just that chicken. *sigh* oh well. 

Oh and here's a list of phobias alphabetically if you want to know what fear you have.

Credits to: http://wikipedia.org & http://dictionary.com  

·                         Acrophobia, Altophobia — fear of heights.

·                         Agoraphobia — fear of a place or event where escape is impossible or when help is unavailiable.

·                         Algophobia — fear of pain.

·                         Androphobia — fear of males.

·                         Anthropomorphobia — fear or dislike of anthropomorphic traits.

·                         Aquaphobia, Hydrophobia — fear of water, specifically the morbid fear of drowning.

·                         Astraphobia, Astrapophobia, Brontophobia, Keraunophobia — fear of thunder, lightning and storms; especially common in young children.

·                         Aviophobia, Aviatophobia — fear of flying.

·                         Bacillophobia, Bacteriophobia, Microbiophobia — fear of microbes and bacteria.

·                         Botanophobia — fear of plants

·                         Bathophobia — fear of depth.

·                         Cibophobia, Sitophobia — aversion to food, synonymous to Anorexia nervosa.

·                         Claustrophobia — fear of confined spaces.

·                         Clinophobia — fear of going to bed or falling asleep.

·                         Coulrophobia — fear of clowns (not restricted to evil clowns).

·                         Dental phobia, Dentophobia, Odontophobia — fear of dentists and dental procedures.

·                         Dysmorphophobia, or body dysmorphic disorder, a phobic obsession with a real or imaginary body defect

·                         Emetophobia — fear of vomiting.

·                         Ergasiophobia, Ergophobia — fear of work or functioning, or a surgeon's fear of operating.

·                         Erotophobia — fear of sexual love or sexual questions.

·                         Erythrophobia — pathological blushing

·                         Genophobia, Coitophobia — fear of sexual intercourse.

·                         Gephyrophobia — fear of crossing bridges.

·                         Glossophobia — fear of speaking in public or of trying to speak.

·                         Graphophobia - fear of writing

·                         Gymnophobia — fear of nudity.

·                         Heliophobia — fear of sunlight.

·                         Hemophobia, Haemophobia — fear of blood.

·                         Hexakosioihexekontahexaphobia — fear of the number 666.

·                         Lalophobia, Laliophobia — fear of speaking.

·                         Ligyrophobia — fear of loud noises.

·                         Mysophobia — fear of germs, contamination or dirt.

·                         Necrophobia — fear of death, the dead.

·                         Neophobia, Cainophobia, Cainotophobia, Cenophobia, Centophobia, Kainolophobia, Kainophobia — fear of newness, novelty.

·                         Nyctophobia, Achluophobia, Lygophobia, Scotophobia — fear of darkness.

·                         Osmophobia, Olfactophobia — fear of smells.

·                         Paraskavedekatriaphobia, Paraskevidekatriaphobia, Friggatriskaidekaphobia — fear of Friday the 13th.

·                         Pyrophobia — fear of fire.

·                         Radiophobia — fear of radiation or X-rays.

·                         Sociophobia — fear/dislike of society or people in general (see also "sociopath").

·                         Taphephobia — fear of the grave, or fear of being placed in a grave while still alive.

·                         Technophobia — fear of technology  

·                         Tokophobia — Fear of childbirth

·                         Triskaidekaphobia, Terdekaphobia, — fear of the number 13.

·                         Trypanophobia — fear of needles, injections or of pointed objects.

·                         Xenophobia — fear of strangers, foreigners, or aliens.

Zoophobias

·                         Ailurophobia, Felinophobia — dislike of cats.

·                         Apiphobia, Melissophobia — fear of bees.

·                         Arachnophobia — fear of arachnids, usually specific to spiders.

·                         Chiroptophobia — fear of bats.

·                         Cynophobia — fear of dogs or of rabies.

·                         Entomophobia, Insectophobia — fear of insects.

·                         Equinophobia, Hippophobia — fear of horses.

·                         Herpetophobia — fear of reptiles.

·                         Musophobia — fear of mice and/or rats.

·                         Myrmecophobia — fear of ants.

·                         Ophidiophobia — fear of snakes.

·                         Ornithophobia — fear of birds.

·                         Scoleciphobia — aversion to worms.