Yup...I'm a loser. For believing that the guy I liked would feel the same way! Smart, huh? OH YA VERY!! Of course he gives me, "..oh, ok bye". It took alot of guts for me to say those things to his face. Very hard. I never done it before...now I just totally feel like trash. :) Great, huh? Mhm you bet! I knew he was gonna say something close to, "I don't like you in that way.." *sigh*

 

Cant be helped.

Ya today I helped a lady with her baby carridge because the #29 at that time wasn't those neat deflating buses. I helped her by picking up the carridge and helped her carry it down the steps of the bus. But I picked it up too fast and I didn't get time to put my fingers on the right spot and I hurt my fingers. Darn it hurt so much. I was kind of blushing because I gathered all my courage to help her. Weird huh? But It's the right thing to do. And like I learned from Mr.Timmerman's class, everyone has a responsibility to do the write thing.

 

Also, today in Timmerman's class, we did this little groupd thing on the Twelfth Night. Where we had to practice some scenes with the groups of 6. But we left out Sadie and the teacher wouldn't let us have 7 people. We were going to kick someone out and I could see the look on Sadie's face. She looked kinda left out, sad and stuff. And no one wanted to leave. So I volenteered. If no one's going to leave, then I will. I mean, why would I want her feel left out? And besides, I can always be with me friends!! Haha. Looking on the bright side of things, and laughing away the pain! You guys should try it.

 

"If it's something small of a sacrafice, is it worth a frown?" is what I was sort of thinking. Glad I could help :^)!!

Here are some avatar that I made that you guys can use for...whatever you want. They are 100x100, so most message boards limits. You can use as msn icons..whatever. You can claim it's your I guess, but one day you'll get caught that it's not yours. So, think before you use them. Yep thats all I gotta say.

 

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Well I helped out at the school. I totally felt nervous. Man I don't like talking in public. I really suck at it and i felt kind of useless. But it was pretty cool to see all my old teachers all at one time. They were all so nice to me.

 

Well I found out the winners for the Social Justice thing. Ya it's not me. I worked really so hard on my poem. I guess my poem was too...much of a downer I guess. Doesn't matter. I didn't win...I'll try better next time (>ᄇ<)=o!!!

 

On the bus, I accidently fell on Eric. Not Eric B. But the other one. Haha. Really embarrassing. And I also fell on a guy named Jesse. (¬o¬')

 

Well ciao~

Happy Valentines Day everybody~♥

Haha, it's totally boring right now cuz I have to take this nasty tasting medicine because I have a cold and stuff. Haha I was surprised when I found the Hello Kitty card left by my friend. >_<;; Hahaha they totally forgot my combo. Then again, I did too. I always just turn to the closets number and stuff. So ya. I liked this Valentines, really simple I guess.

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Totally FAILED my math test. I don't see what I got wrong. It's like I have to learn EVERYTHING all over again!! (`ヘ’#)!!*sigh* ( - 0-)ミ3!! I'll do metter next time I suppose. But I still like this semester I suppose. Ya, I should totally do better next time. I'm starting to slack again...I better do good...gotta do better.

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Oh and Scott. I will hunt you down and kick your ass. I didn't TELL Jennifer nothin', bitch. I gave her the fuckin' convo itself. And I did tell her that you thought her feelings towards you were trash you douche-bag! What difference does it make? You're are still a low-life. You are but a pimple on a mangy mutt's ass. You think e-mailing her is gonna fucking change her mind about you? Think again! Oh wait, you can't because you have no brain.

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Anyways, I hope all of you guys out there found your soul mate, if not, I hope you spent today with you friends like what I did. Sounds loserish? Ya maybe, but atleast I know I'm not lonely! And for you true losers like that dude I mentioned up there, FUCK YOU (#>Д<)凸!!!

I finally did my first collaboration, and it's with MangaStar. Ha it was great. I added a few songs on my SoundClick. Now I have 7 songs!! SEVEN! Haha. Here check it out: http://www.soundclick.com/mizumegami/ woohoo!! Oh and by the way. I did Fukai Mori. I did a collab and just a single. Next, I'm think Good-Bye Days by YUI. Or Feel my Soul. Or some Yuna Ito song!! I so can't wait!

 

I have a band at the Convention Center. I'm really nervous haha! Well chat more next time, muah and ciao!

Haha. Well its after exams. I got 60s in math and science...and english haha! I think I'm going to have a really good semester 2. I mean I understood things (because it was mostly review). But I knew how to find scale factors and solve ratio problems. I feel so happy, Fonnee and Cassandra had to ask me! Though I couldn't explain how I got the answers haha! I just said put this here, and to find this because it's the opposite side...blah blah! Haha. No help at all.

I really like my teachers this semester. I miss Mr.Patenaude. He was so funny and a really good teacher. I have Mr.Kambaja now. He's cool too. But I guess people this he's bad because he has an accent. Which I can understand perfectly fine, I can't see how people can understand his accent. It's pretty intimidating when teacher advanced kids because they always correct him. I would feel really nervous, too. *sigh* It can't be helped. For social studies, Mr.Rhone is totally hilarious! He's super cool.

 

Today in gym. We had archery and it was so fun. My arrow hit the red. Which was right outside the yellow (bullseye). The colors are Yellow, Red, Blue and Black. I feel super special that I hit the red. But the bad thing is that the string on the bow snapped back at my arm. I know it's going to bruise. Damn, did it hurt! But it's so fun!! I don't care how much times it snaps back at me!

 

Lateisha told me about the rumours that have been going on. It's really terrible...I'm glad I'm not in regular. Lateisha was actually pulled into the rumour. People said she started it. I believe she didn't. I trust her. Rumours...Jeez people just don't have important things to do. *sigh* Yet again, it can't be helped.

Day after my birthday!! The movie The Messengers was amazing!! I was scared SO many times! It's a must watch for sure. Such a thriller. My heart totally stopped and started so many times. Haha. I sat beside Taryn and we kept talking to keep ourselves from being scared. The main actress was absoltley gorgeous and a good actress, Ben the baby was so cute but sometimes creepy. The parent, Taryn and I thought the parents weren't very good parents because if the girl wanted to go home so badly, and had to call the police to get their attention, then it mean THEY REALLY WANNA GO HOME!!

 

Today I got to sit in a car with a really cute chinese guy! (>///<) He's really cute and he doesn chinese painting which is so cute. His voice was so sweet...and low sounding. He just talked to me twice I think. But ya he's cool. Maybe I'll get to see him again. Yay!

Haha!! Totally turned 15 today. I...don't feel really that special actually. Maybe it's because of all that school work and stress...When I woke up this morning...I really didn't feel like ever getting out of bed...No problem though, I got up and now I'm hear typing my blog. Well at least next year I get to learn how to drive and run over people that I hate for my birthday!! Nyahaha...*ahem* just kidding!! But of course I will run ove one guy right!! Hehe...!

 

Tonight I'm going to see The Messengers! Horror movie on my birthday. How emo huh?! Nah! Well I'm so gonna use the colored hair gel that Rosanna gave me!! Wee~ THank you. I can't wait to put it on and look cool. Maybe just like Lucy! But without the horns, red eyes and my hair won't be all entirely pink!! haha